"Fine, then let me help you sleep, nothing more. I could probably even do it up here to save any more difficulties or at least part of it, it might not be as effective,"

His feelings aren't a charade, but they are selfish. When Erik comes closer, he holds still and shifts his head to meet Erik's gaze.

His voice is tired and resigned as he knows Erik is worthy of him, but can't seem to show anything properly.